The lesson learnt today is that perhaps being soft hearted is a good thing 'cos I won't need to bear the angry feeling for too long. So I guess that's a good thing for once. Somehow, I felt happier and lighter after I really let the feelings go. I'll try not to be angry I guess. And I've finally returned my library book. Well there's still a few left to return soon. Still got lots of things to do and settle. The only sad part is that I still couldn't get my google ad sense account! I'm still wondering what exactly went wrong!

Perhaps in life, a lot of things must really let go and dun think about it too much.. And I've also came to realised that usually, when I tear, it's normally 'cos I laugh too much.. Somehow, when I'm really very sad / depressed about things, I'll tend to hold back my tears and don't let them come out. I think I do need to think about more consequence before doing certain things just in case sometimes, if things doesn't turn out my way, I wonder what will happen to me? I admit that I'm rather rash today for whatever I do. But in fact, I'm still pretty upset about whatever that happened today. I hope that tomorrow will be better. Perhaps, if I do cry, I might be able to let the feelings go away... Maybe I do need to reflect on myself 'cos usually what ever that happens, it's due to cause and results.

We actually set up a numerology booth @ Orchard hotel yesterday. Quite fun and learn an important lesson in life - "Plan and think about more alternatives before implementing my plans is important." Also, I had ice lemon tee "supper" chatting session with 2 friends at bishan area till quite late. I felt a bit more enlightened that whomever I'm now is due to my past experience.. I've met few people that affected my life in a negative way but I do meet a lot more others that improved it in a lot more positive way! It's time that I let go of all my baggage and move forward in life. 'Cos if I don't want to do anything about it, nothing ever gets done. So I've set myself for a better change.

Hmm.. Today after our meeting at around Tanjong Pagar MRT, we went to the office where our courses are held. And they are having a Feng Shui Consulation session from Feng Shui Master Tee. After the session, Master Tee was sharing with us his experience and other Feng Shui / Life reading related stuff. I felt that the way he looks at the place is really very good 'cos I can feel the energy of the room changing as we rearrange the position of the furnishing. Then I came to realised that actually different ppl in the world got different talent, some can appreciate certain things and some can't, but normally different ppl can appreciate different things in life. So that's the more or less fair thing in life ba I guess.

Shall be meeting up with my friend's hubby about the website that he wants to do for his company. Hopefully, I can help with that. Also, will be meeting up with my friend for her bday celebration tonight with other friends as well. Looking forward to seeing them and I hope I'll remember to bring their souvenirs along later. If not they will really be with me for so long haha..

I feel blessed about everything that happens in life, be it good or bad. Because my life either improves from the lesson learn from things that goes wrong, or it benefits from the things that goes right. :D For everyday that I wake up, it is a great day! 'cos I'm able to wake up! For everything that happened, it's there for a reason. I need to make full use of today to do all the things I need to do and look forward for a better tomorrow at the end of the day! I'm blessed with lots of supportive friends that will give me moral support for things I wanted to do. Thank you my friends!

For me, being able to survived for around 3 months without a regular job for me is like almost unbelievable. I did use some of my savings but actually I didn't use that much I think. And from my tracking, I'll definitely be better off this month than last month. At least I think so. And whatever I'm doing reminds me of... I've remembered the last time when I'm celebrating my friend's birthday at Raffles Place area. One of my friend a Christian shared with me more about Christianity. Somehow or rather it seems like whatever I believe in is similar to Christianity 'cos I believed that we should give 10% of our income to Charity, they give it to their church, for me, I gave it to world vision now. If you are interested in donating to time, can click on that link haha. The logic behind the donation is mainly about sharing with the society, sharing with the universe material things that I've obtained. She mentioned that her pastor went on a mission to sp...

Went shopping with my friends to help one of them choose nicer looking clothes. And my vote for the shirt went through haha. Most importantly, I would like to thank my friend for the lunch treat :D I came to realised that maybe I'll get what I wanted in life as long as I want it enough and believe that I'll get it. 'cos I was once thinking of writing this particular book that has not much words in it, after I came to understand about the book title "What men know about women" and the book is blank. So I'm thinking of having one that also don't have a lot of contents / words inside haha.. Then that time when I 1st came up with that idea, the friend I shared that idea with told me that it can't really work. But I still somehow feel that it'll work out but just can't explain why it'll. I've no idea why but another friend of mine gave me this "$1000 note" but of course the note is not real haha. It's just a piece of paper ...

I didn't really want to complain but then this agent's service is really cannot make it. 1st of all, he doesn't really pick up his calls, and even when we do give him a miss call, and dropped him an sms, he doesn't really call back. So after like a few hours later, I called again yesterday. His colleague actually picks up the call and I left a message, then only he calls back. Finally, when I arranged for an appointment with him, he let his colleague do the job and didn't give me the colleague's number! Still never mind, he promises to send me the address. But he only sends me the address when I send him an sms to send it to me, after like an hour later or so. OMG! So in the end, I can't really find the location as he's not even sure how to direct us there by public transport, which means, he's not sure of what he's actually doing. So finally, this kind middleman called on Tim's behalf to asked me about my location, after Tim didn't p...

I'm now at the lobby of Marriott Hotel, was supposed to go for the magic show event but then... I asked the receptionist and they told me there's no such event today. I was like huh? It's a fortunate thing that I bought my lappy today 'cos previously I was at a mastermind meeting this morning on stocks investment calculation. After checking the email, it's really here. Should be quite blessed ba 'cos another staff told me the directions when seeing me using my lappy next to the water area

Actually today is the 1st time in my entire life that I've seen so many houses in a single day! Am blessed to meet a kind agent Mr Lim that sends me to Serangoon Gardens out of good will and says that he'll buy my book if I do print one. Thanks! :D I'm still thinking of writing one about personal finance in Singapore Context. But so far, I'm still in the mist of planning for it. But my only concern is that whether there'll be people that's willing to buy such books from an unknown author. Most importantly is, my content needs to add a lot of value to the readers. If not, no point ba. So need to think through what is it that I want loh. So this plan, I can only structure it and reschedule to a more suitable date then I continue writing. Then maybe I can ask the publisher I knew today for advice ba.

Today is the 2nd part of that crash course for our partner haha.. So that's all ba. I think we should be more or less ready for sat's event just that he needs a bit more practice and I need to prepare some of the materials we need to give to others about our course haha. I'm still thinking of how to let others know that we have such a session next sat other than to email all our friends and seek help to ask them help to forward it to other ppl. And I'm glad that I've at least one friend that felt blessed to be my friend.

Today, we gave a crash course for numerology to our partner for the booth we intended to set up next sat. So after realizing this, I need to reschedule my appointment with my friend on sat le. I think it's best that I set all appointments into my phone so that such things won't happen again ba. Got to be a lot more organised than now. :D

Tonight, I went for the free workshop about the snipr program. And I felt very blessed that I managed to clear some of my doubts today. But I also went home with some. Like they mentioned things like buying and selling of good domain names and make profit from it. But I'm still a bit confused actually, 'cos it doesn't sounds as easy as what they claim to be. Got to check it out ba. haha.. I also felt glad that I met one of the trainer from the twalk program that reminded me to sign up for the hands-on workshop next fri.

I feel very blessed today that people do visit the website that I've put on my namecard and not just put all the namecards together then tie them up and put them in a shoe box or something. So I guess, it's should be a good way of doing manual marketing of the services provided ba. I'm glad that I've also received feedbacks on how I can improve the content of my namecard. Looking forwards to distribute all the current batch and printing new ones. :)

I've came to understand that whenever you share things with people with good intention, somehow, they will want to help you in one way or another. I'm blessed to have supportive friends that complements my weaker areas. I've learned a lot of things these few days and have more ideas on the things that I can do. Just that sometimes, I may not be able to express myself that well. But I'm doing my best, I shall conceptualize what I want before I share with people and see how we can work together in a more win-win situation. :) Thanks everyone I know and I've talked to today for listening to me.

Enjoyed myself today. Even though it's a busy day running around and being rather overwhelmed in managing the games, as I'm the game master for today :D Learned a lot of things and I felt that outsourcing of manpower is actually a rather powerful thing to do. 'cos when you have friends to help you with the things, it got easier to manage. :) Hope to learn more. One more important thing is that I think I'm probably one of the few non-staff that knows how to use most of their payment machines haha. My dream is to have at least the nets machine my own business next time, whatever my main business will be.

Will be meeting my 2 friends to have dinner @ Riccotti - China Square Central tonight. Looking forward to see them. This time, I remembered to bring their stuff along. :D I wonder what's for dinner as I've never heard about this place at all. But before that I'll be going to the PC show to buy ink again haha.. It's this weekend and this is the only day that I can make it anyway.

Have been seeing the SMRT GRaffiti news on the papers for quite a few days. Honestly speaking, I personally find the SMRT Graffiti artistically and nicely done up. So much so that their staff also mistook it as advertisement and only reported the case about 2 days after that. I feel that the SMRT should have preserved the Graffiti on the train instead of washing it off as it's really nice looking. But then too bad the guy (Fricker) that spray painted that piece of art is very courageous yet stupid 'cos he should have applied for permission before doing it. So that his art can be appreciated and admired by more people instead of being removed and only pictures of it are left and in return have to be arrested and put on trial about that. But I feel that his case and the car and property vandalism case is different. At least this is nice and beautifully done. I do hope that our government and court could make use of his talent to help us decorate all our HDB void decks as a form o...

Didn't go for the last PC show but will need to go for this upcoming one, this thurs - sun. :) 'cos I'm running out of printer ink again. No choice I guess. Otherwise, I can't have the 20% discount haha.. But this time I'll just buy 1 full set and 1 x additional black ink ba. I wonder if I can break even my expenditure for this month.

Found out that there's this new energy saving search engine - Blackle . However, the thing is that it's so energy saving that I can't see the text very clearly. If the text can be a little lighter, such as white font or something lighter than the current gray, it'll be great! 'cos I really got problem reading the contents displayed after doing my search. Hence, if it's not readable enough, I wonder how many ppl out there will use that new search engine feature by google? Maybe their eyesight is much better than mine ba. But nevertheless, it's an innovative idea to have. Towards saving the earth! :)

I felt very grateful today for all the great things that happened. I'm glad that it rains. I'm glad that I've made someone happy. I'm glad that for once, my bank account appreciates a little. I'm glad that I did help someone today. I hope that tomorrow will be a better day, no more quarrels unnecessarily. But I do hope to meet someone that can enlighten me on how to connect with people around me more. So that I won't unintentionally say the wrong things and somehow hurt another person's feeling. Actually, till now I am still confused over what exactly went wrong or happened. And I'm not sure how to correct the problem, especially, when I don't even know what's the problem. But I'm still glad that I'm here today. Glad that I met so many ppl today. In fact, I quite enjoy what I'm doing and the freedom. It's just that I don't really make enough to cover my expenses so far I guess. At least I get to help people solve their problem...

I'm blessed to know that from each and every day that passed by, I learn something new almost everyday. For today, I've came to learn that there's 2 different limit for UOB Credit Cards, 1 for payment and 1 for installment plan. Well, usually the 1 for the installment plan is much lower than that for the payment part. So even if they allow things like 4X your monthly pay, you are probably only allowed to use installment up to 2X the pay or even lower. I think that's actually quite a good thing, to control and prevent ppl from overspending I guess. :)

Met up with 3 other poly classmates today @ Suntec City, eating at crystal jade la mian xiao long bao again, just a different venue nia haha. It's good to see them again, especially the girls 'cos I really have not seen them for so long. It's good to catch up with them all over again. It's time to plan for a bigger gathering maybe sometime in Aug ba. See how's the response then. :D Too bad, I forgot to take out my camera so no photos for today. :(

  Well that's how much Xiao Long Bao that's being comsumed by those in the competition!! I'm happy to see all of them at the gathering in Holland Village. It's really so fun to see them eating and challenging each other haha.. Just that at the 2nd half of the event, I'm really so sleepy le. Probably 'cos I slept too late for the pass few days ba. Anyway, I would like to thank YX for the ride to dhoby ghaut MRT and everyone at the gathering for making it happen!!

I felt very blessed that Wendy actually gave us a ride around serangoon area to look at properties. Also, she bought us the chicken rice @ Serangoon Circle. After which, we went to her office for the networking session. Although we didn't managed to sell our Robert G Allen's Autographed mp3 players, we managed to find some people that are interested in helping us market the item. At night, we went to meet my team leader for the 1.1.11 challenge we had at Robert G Allen's program. One of his friends actually gave us a supper treat. This night, I've came to understand that being able to drink some alcohol is really a required skill in case ppl just force you to drink lol. The only thing I can help for today was that I helped my leader finish up his share haha. So we managed to get a ride home :D Thanks a lot. About the drinking part, most of the times, it's actually an illusion on my side but I shall not share what exactly I did :P

My rating for the movie Prince of Persia is as follows: Plot - 4.5 : quite unexpected ending for me. Morale behind story - 5 Excitement level of show - 5 If you have time, should go and watch.

I felt blessed to be able to wake up rather early today although I'm not going out in the morning. :) Also, I'm feeling a lot happier and better today than yesterday. Maybe a bit of external company does help in fixing up my issue :D

I'm quite blessed that today, one of my friends is not working, so in a certain way, I'll have company ba. So far, the offer I made today didn't work 'cos the price is too low haha. The price they are selling, I won't want to buy anyway so doesn't matter haha. But I need to look for more.

Now I'm like sitting in one of the McDonald's in Bugis area, surfing net and will be doing my "Big Rocks". Somehow, I felt a lot more free than before but then, I'm also more lonely than before. Not too sure if it's just a mood swing thing or that I'm sort of detached from people. I'm in a state that even if I have friends around me, I can sense that "wall" between us somehow. Does anyone knows any "contractor" that can help me in demolishing that "wall"? Wasn't able to meet one of my best friend this sat 'cos I ended up scheduling another appointment with some of my poly friends prior to that. Actually, I missed her and I missed my ex-colleagues. And I need to be a lot more motivated to do all the bigger things I need to do with my life. The upset feeling cannot continue...