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About Myself.. The Suppressed One!!

Just now, my friend told me that my PR skills needs more brushing up haha.. Ya, I guess so ba. Especially about the weird expression. But I really dunno why it looks so weird haha.. After all, maybe 'cos I really dunno how to give the correct expression ba.

Actually, I'm the most extrovert and friendly during kindergarten days ba. Then I got more and more suppressed as times goes by haha. Now, I think I'm considered to be a very suppressed extrovert haha.. From what you all see, I should be an introvert 'cos I'm really very suppressed haha. After all, I like the idea of having attention, actually it's in just any forms will do ba. And I like the idea of sitting at the "VIP" seats at talks, seminars and courses, you know the front seat, in front of the speaker is the best. But I'll only do that when I'm alone. After all, most of my friends dun like this idea. At least, so far, I haven't got one that likes that ba. But also maybe that's why I ended up being clown and being disturbed by my friends most of the times.

Talking about the suppressed part haha.. Actually, I suppressed all feelings except the feeling of happiness / joy. Laughter is the only thing that I feel is no need to suppressed one. But please do not tell me things like you are so happy hor.. 'cos I might subconsciously start to suppress that feeling as well. Thanks. I will try to suppress sad feelings as well but at times, when I'm that angry or that sad, I will just cry. haha.. When that happens too often, I'm probably feeling sad for prolonged period of time ba, and it's quite xin ku actually. And when I do start crying, I'm confirm out of control le.. so don't bother stopping me 'cos I can't even control it myself LOL.

And you know, the thing is, I've no idea why I'm so suppressed haha.

The happy thing now is that, at least for now, my mood is pretty stable le ba. A lot of things, can't really affect me much le. In fact for quite a number of things, I feel nothing at all le.

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