For today maybe I didn't manifest enough 'cos in the end, I still woke up late and ended up at the place I'm supposed to be at about the same time as yesterday lol.. But today is worse 'cos I originally wanted to be there around 8.30 but ended up there at 10.30 haha.. Well, I simply cannot wake up. I think it must be due to my late night sleep the past few days I guess.

Went for the love and light festival today @ Suntec, experienced healing for the 1st time but didn't really feel much except that maybe there's something like the I'm hungry feeling again ba. The healer (my friend) says that it's ok not to feel anything 'cos it meant that I'm receptive to the energy given to me. Also experience pranic healing (if it's spelled the right way), can feel something like removal of excess thoughts and stuff ba. Quite magical haha.. Then there's the heart beat analyzer booth that shows us the light on how to calm our heart beat through breathing. And it's said that through more practice, we can always maintain our heart beat at level level of calmness and be healthier. After lunch, we went to revisit our favourite course at another place. Well, actually, I saw my user there but I think he couldn't recognize me or something ba. Since I couldn't get to talk to him any way so too bad loh. At that place, we saw this...

Somehow I don't feel that confident today. I think is the belt ba. Or maybe it's just be not used to it haha. Well yes, I reached home not too long ago. I'm tired.. Hopefully, I can still wake up tomorrow lol. Now it's time to sleep. When I wake up, I want a more confident, genuine me. I shall get back the control of my own life!!

Actually, I'm quite happy today 'cos my mum mentioned that the way I dress recently is nice. :D One of my colleagues asked if I have a fashion consultant on my dressing this week. Well in fact, the one that fashion consultant picked, I still didn't dare to wear to work yet. Maybe I'll wear it tomorrow but see how it goes ba. If I do dare to wear it lol. However, somehow I did managed to shock one of my neighboring colleague, 'cos she says "Wa" and she looked quite stunned when she saw me today. Haha. Maybe I looked too stunning le ba. :P I've noticed that after such a long time, I've finally started to walk like how I used to walk several years ago. My usual style ba, straight back and look in front, and most importantly not hunching my back anymore. I quite miss this type of feeling. Even though I don't look very feminine walking this way but at least I felt more confident ba. Anyway, I went to the discussion for my friend's magic tr...

There's only one thing that I really feel like commenting today. Even though I didn't bother to reply my weird collegue's comment earlier on but then. I seriously felt like telling him that I dun see any issue with the way I dress. What's wrong with dressing up to work? After all, whatever I dress has nothing to do with him and the intention was never for him to look at me. If he really can't stand seeing me around, so what? I DON'T care!! hahaha. The whole point is for as long as I feel like it and I like the way I looked. That's enough. :P

Actually, I wonder if it's really the way I dress or is it just that 'cos everyone else dress down that's why I seems to appear as if I'm going to attend some wedding dinner tonight. Well none of my friends I met tonight thought that I'm supposed to be at the wedding dinner. In fact, they didn't feel anything towards my dressing at all ba. Other than 1 comment that I look quite pale. Maybe I need more blusher ba haha.. The other one ask if it's another shirt that I kept so long and didn't dare to wear. haha.. Well, for the challenge of wearing things that are not what I've worn normally whenever I do see my friend I guess, I'm running out of clothes anyway. And it seems like I'm somehow scaring my current colleagues. Or maybe not ba.. Maybe is just I think too much haha.. Anyway, at most is they'll ask me there's something different about you. But they just can't really figure out what exactly was different. Actually other than ...

I wanted to tell myself to buck up more 'cos I didn't run as much as I targeted to. Maybe 'cos I'm still not hardworking to enough 1 vitamin c everyday haha. Used to do that and remain fit and healthy so I shall do it again. But 1st of all, I really must stop my nose from "running". Read the You can heal your life book and it says that I should look into the mirror and into my own eyes, then tell myself that I love me haha. A lot of ppl can't do it, to me it's pretty strange actually. Hmm maybe I should read about how to heal flu haha..

Went to practise some tricks with my friend. But still have slight running nose haiz. Hopefully it'll be gone soon ba. Somehow, we actually ended up going shopping again lol.. But the sad part is that my feet really hurts wearing that pair of shoes. Maybe I should just give up and wear another pair suan le. Today, I can't believe how I actually met 2 friends by coincidence. Normally, I really hardly see my friends around de. So maybe they visit those areas more often ba I guess. In the end, I somehow forgot how to practise what I'm supposed do. Opps.

Well my flu started since yesterday morning. Even after deciding to sleep earlier yesterday, and really sleeping much earlier. It still didn't got that well. So today, the doctor gave me 2 days mc. Somehow, my bro looks like is infected le.

Went to one of my best friend's house today. Actually, I'm thinking maybe she's my best friend among all other females le ba haha.. 'cos she's the only female non-colleague friend that I see most often le. LOL..

This clothes is I pick one haha.. But it's worn this way 'cos I come to realised that if I wear it this way at least it looks more normal haha. Me! I went 春到河畔 2010 with my parents. It's a crowded place but then..

For today, the good thing about my new year acquisition of clothes and stuff is that well.. At least mama says my shoes is nice.. But ermm I didn't pick it. I merely buy 'cos my friend says it's nice and 'cos I didn't see anything else in the category that's nicer. And the fortunate thing is that my mum didn't complain much about my chu 1 attire. Except that she commented that it reminds her of national day!! I felt grateful towards my friend that helped me pick all those but I seriously think that I really need to learn how to pick the right clothes myself.

As usual, it's new year celebration @ grandma's house, this year, I took quite a number of photos... Treasure box (Chocolates)!!

Going to Grandma's house to bai nian soon. :D

Today is a busy day haha. Busy packing my room and washing lots of utensils after the steamboat dinner. My table top is finally cleared all over again! Yup.. Now then it's cleared haha. But still ok ba. Although it's quite stunning that I took so long to clear my table top + the area next to my table top lol. 1 whole day clear 2 areas nia. Maybe + my dressing drawer also ba.

For today, my manager says that I need to go for the compulsory new year lunch before I can take half day leave so. I've just got to go loh. The lao yu sheng experience is still as traumatizing as ever!!! The food was so much that we just couldn't finish them. Maybe is the crowd at our table not hungry enough or we don't eat as much 'cos those at the other table managed to finish their share leh. At least they ate most of it ba. I wonder what's for dessert 'cos I dun get to eat as I'm so late for my appointment before it can be served. I didn't notice the time ticking so fast!! Apparently, my friend decided to wait at the mrt station for me so we ended up meeting our other friend like say.. 30 - 45mins late due to me and the taking away of food. The carrot cake stall wasn't open then so my friend ended up eating curry rice. haha.. I was like still so full, but my poor friend looks hungry. I actually felt a bit guilty again..

My image consultant brought me to shopping again just now. On the way there, I saw one of my poly friends. I guess is we are on the way there and he's on the way back ba. 'cos different escalator. Then, we went into quite a number of shops ba. Bought some a bit more useful stuff haha.. Actually most are still quite casual. The pants I wanted to buy doesn't come in the color I want so too bad. Managed to get a pair of shoes but then actually such shoes are not so comfy haha. But since it looks ok, just buy loh. Didn't see anything nicer to buy anyway. 'cos it got to be part of the image thing ba. But somehow maybe the style of the clothes looks a bit strange. Never mind see how ba. After all, it's quite cheap anyway. Come to think of it, I still dun have anything I can really wear to work!! *Fainted* If I buy the grey cardigan maybe still ok. But if I buy the purple tee, I think it's also not so suitable for work after all. LOL. 'cos the suitable for ...

Went home directly today, brought my new yoga mat and the chinese new year oranges from my company home. 'cos one of my friends canceled our appointment for today. The good thing is.. I went jogging again. Managed to run like hmm 2.5 rounds and walked 0.5 rounds so quite ok ba I guess. I find my friend quite funny 'cos he actually apologised to me for things that's not even his fault ma. Well, this action, I wonder, what the diff of this as compared to when I said sorry to the mannequin when I accidentally knocked it's hand. Dunno leh, I personally dun see too much of a diff after all. Somemore, he asked me not to keep appologising for things that's not my fault. Like what if the mannequin tells me "it's ok" then how? Still have things to settle ba I guess. Still wondering when will I ever get to ermm take a break from all these. I'm starting to look forward to my Australia trip ba. And also hmm well Chinese New Year haha.. And while typing thi...

Just now, my friend told me that my PR skills needs more brushing up haha.. Ya, I guess so ba. Especially about the weird expression. But I really dunno why it looks so weird haha.. After all, maybe 'cos I really dunno how to give the correct expression ba. Actually, I'm the most extrovert and friendly during kindergarten days ba. Then I got more and more suppressed as times goes by haha. Now, I think I'm considered to be a very suppressed extrovert haha.. From what you all see, I should be an introvert 'cos I'm really very suppressed haha. After all, I like the idea of having attention, actually it's in just any forms will do ba. And I like the idea of sitting at the "VIP" seats at talks, seminars and courses, you know the front seat, in front of the speaker is the best. But I'll only do that when I'm alone. After all, most of my friends dun like this idea. At least, so far, I haven't got one that likes that ba. But also maybe that's...

Lunch for today is pretty exciting, as we actually decided to let fate decide the location we shall go for lunch. We took the 1st bus we saw and go to wherever that it can take us to for lunch haha!! So in the end, the bus took us to the MRT station, and we ended up at Novena for lunch 'cos they keep changed their mind on the destination. My dearest colleagues even suggested to write a random program to randomize the location for lunch every wednesday haha.. No wonder they are in this line. To me it's actually quite funny to hear that ba. And one of them offered me the Hi-Chew Durian flavour candy, actually, it tasted more like lychee flavour, especially after a while. So my advice to potential customers for that, please don't buy it 'cos buying the actual lychee one sounds better. At least the flavour and label tallies ba I guess. LOL After work, I think I walked a bit too fast or maybe I should change my shoes 'cos I just got blisters on my feet.. Sian.. So pain...

Had lunch with one of my best friend and I ordered white rice instead of chicken rice. Her lg says wa so healthy ha ha. Well actually, i don't really like the taste of the chicken rice's rice anyway, so to me, white rice taste better and not so oily. :p Plus it's a happy day today! Cos she gave me a free yoga mat ha ha. Thanks. :-) Then, I talked to some other friends today about how to quit smoking, one of them suggested putting the smoke detector inside the house so that it's more ma fan. But anyway. He also mentioned that if really want to smoke, how ma fan also doesn't matter. But if really want to quit confirm can do it one. As for the other friend, maybe she wants to do it. But the motivation factor is not strong enough ba. U really need stronger mind, heart and will power to do that. Maybe what u need is just more motivation ba. As for my another friend that suggested i write more private life, well i'll just always write discretely and if u can dec...

Well, I actually took half day leave to go and buy new year clothes today. Originally, was supposed to have 1 more friend joining but in the end, there's only my friend who wanted to change my image haha. Walked quite a number of places and try on a number of clothes ba. In the end, I only buy 1 set of casual wear. My image consultant seems quite disappointed ba. Somemore, the consultant quite pitiful ba, didn't have lunch until like 4pm or so, maybe no breakfast either, sounds like about to become "god" liao, and trying to make me feel guilty. Finally found out that it's that tee I'm wearing today that makes me look like 35? Really ah? But it's comfortable ma, haha. The most I can do is to send it for recycling le, if not shelf it till I reach that age then wear loh :P. See how ba. I still got 2 wardrobes of clothes haha. I wonder what else cannot make it? See how ba. I shall dress better tml if still cannot make it, there's nothing much I can do ...

Well, I ended up collecting the pineapple tarts I've ordered today. And nana says she wanted to take from me today as well but due to the massive traffic jam, she'll only collect it tomorrow. haha.. So see how it goes ba. Hopefully, she'll collect it tomorrow haha

I shall not go out tomorrow and go home directly instead. Nowadays I've resorted to take the mrt home instead of the bus lol.. To exercise a bit more by walking. I know it's not exactly very useful but still at least better than nothing ba.

I managed to sleep at around 12am yesterday but then the strange thing is.. I still feel tired and quite unable to wake up today so I merely woke up at 8.30am today haiz. I seriously need to shift my bio clock more le. If not how can? For today, there's still so much to do and so little time problem again. I should just do something about it ba. Now waiting for my friend's reply on when to meet so.. Need to do my stuff le. And maybe blog less often haha.. 1 post a day actually quite siong 'cos it does take up quite some time. After my friend told the others to go and read my blog, I wonder if they'll really read it. And the thing is... Is it really that interesting to read, I wonder? Why not you all tell me what else is it that you feel like reading but I didn't write about?

Had reunion steamboat gathering with some of my uni friends at my friend's house today. There's so much food to eat and we just barely finished the required to be eaten portion. The best part is that my friend (the house owner) says I'm supposed to clear the food, and complains that I ate too little lol. Actually, I merely eat many meals nia, not exactly a lot la. I only eat more if I exercise a lot more. Must use more then my body will tell me to input more ma haha. Anyway I've failed my week's target on the exercise part 'cos I only exercised once this week. Haiz. And you know, I brought the camera over but I forgot to take more pictures haha.. In the end, there's only 2, one for the steamboat food and one of the rest of them. There's nothing with me inside lol.

I've totally no idea why did I end up with rashes on my left hand and both my elbows. 'cos the only place I've been to is just Mos Burger and some sitting area ma. Hopefully it'll be gone by tomorrow or maybe it's called after I wake up later. About today, or should I say it's called yesterday? After all, it's now 12am and it's the start of another day le. I am very lucky 'cos I managed to catch the last train home! If not, maybe I'll end up stranded somewhere, haha.. Was supposed to meet another friend somewhere in town but since she postponed the appointment so I ended up in a discussion with my friend somewhere near my office, in a place near the MRT. If you know me then you should know where is that place ba. Otherwise, too bad. Hee.. We ended up talking at the sitting area near the center of the mall where most fair are located, 'cos Mos Burger has closed. LOL.. The most memorable thing that has happened today is that I get to see the ...

For today's target, I've met the target in reading but for exercising wise, other than walking to the mrt station from my office and walking home from the mrt station and a bit of yoga, nothing much le. Need to do more ba I guess. I shall sleep earlier today as well. After all, I've no appointment today, just need to type out my plan and email to my friend only.

The good thing about today is that I had lunch outside office haha.. Enjoyed the walk under the sun and going out for lunch. And happy that I've made some money today. Sort of achieved my target of reading the books. 'cos this week, I've already completed 1 book and today I'm at a new one. LOL.. But for the exercise part, maybe tml ba.. I shall achieve my target for that as well. I feel a little guilty towards my best friend as I had to put her plane on our Friday's appointment. Sorry my friend, but I didn't exactly had a choice I guess.

Well, yup I've slept pretty early yesterday. The feeling is that I do feel less tired and woke up before the alarm is about to ring haha.. But the sad part is that my tummy cramp was pretty bad today. But I would like to thank my caring software manager for helping me pack lunch and letting me go home and rest. 'cos apparently I felt a lot better after resting on the bed. So I've decided that I should exercise more and rest earlier everyday ba. At least better than being asked / told to go and sleep almost everyday by my friend. LOL. Doesn't really sound like a good sign 'cos It means I didn't sleep early enough. The only good thing is that I have a very caring friend lol..

Even after my friend told me to go and sleep 2 times yesterday, actually, my eyelids aren't tired at all haha.. But I decided to go and sleep anyway. So ended up lying on my bed for many hours and I have no idea when I actually fell asleep but I think it should be quite late le. Since in the morning, I ended up feeling super tired and was unable to wake up again!! So for today, I've decided le, I shall sleep much earlier today. Think I'll just get a super boring book to assist me ba. If not, lie there and cannot sleep is quite pathetic actually. So now the thing is.. which book should I read later? For today, I'm pretty hardworking ba, 'cos I've practiced 80% of my tricks. Walked to the mrt station and yes I took a train home instead of the bus. 'cos I felt that since the bus is always crowded, and I can't get to exercise nor read plus I need to squeeze with so many ppl, it's pretty sian. So I might as well take train home haha.. My target for th...