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Flatten Balloon..

In life, there are times that I felt like a flatten balloon, no more air, no more gas to be bloated like before. Once, my friend told me that some people are merely exists in this world, they dun live. Some ppl lives and not only exists. 

I think I'm the former. I merely exists ba I guess. I once exists for the sake of my parents, then I exists for the sake of completing my studies, then I exists for the sake of fulfilling my job, my obligations in life. 


But, the thing is.. When will I ever start living? living for myself? I've asked myself this question a few times ever since I heard about that.. But the thing is, sometimes, I do live for myself and do some things that I feel like doing. But mostly, I still merely exists.

I wonder when can I ever unload my burdens in life and carry on moving forward and starts living for my own sake.

Comments

Anonymous said…
maybe u need to take a bit more courage to make a first step.

To find a meaning in doing things that u like; To do things that u yield and not consider if anyone approves it or not.

At the end of the day, the person who disapprove u may not be aware that how unhappy u are.
Ru said…
Thanks. Ya at times it takes more courage to do things I really wants. It's time to look for my courage.. haha
Anonymous said…
加油!
u can do it :)

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