Hmm no more new yr mood in the office le... I would like to thank all my colleagues that help me eat some of my cannot make it pineapple tarts. I shall just make easier stuff so that I dun end up torturing you all ba. Paiseh.. But somehow.. I really wish that new yr holidays dun end so early haha..

Tried to install XP in my new laptop, but wasn't successful as I can't just use windows vista business key with a XP cd. Which means -- I've got no key to install. So I tried to reboot the system thinking that it'll go back to windows vista haha. But of course, my challenging actions does not work. At least it was never meant to use this way ba. Well I wanted to try dual boot, C: for vista and D: for xp haha. Luckily, my own recovery disk works. And it managed to repair my windows back to original state without any missing data or re-installation within 1 min or so hee.. Sounds like I'm fated to use vista with my new comp ba. Haiz..

A cleaner room.. ^_^

Wake up quite early to make pineapple tarts but then due to some issue with the dough, i took hours to get it done. I even get phone support from my colleague's mum. Haiz.. sad to say, in the end, although i managed to pineapple tarts done but then it somehow feels like eating flour. Maybe there's too much flour ba. Not too sure about this. I think I should just make something easier next time haha.. my coconut tart ingredients are still in the fridge 'cos I took too long for that dough le. Hmm about spring cleaning, managed to pack my wardrobe and 4 drawers. Now left with 2Xdrawer, 1Xbox, and 1Xtable.

It's joyful to see a glimpse of the sun, Just a glimpse of it is fine. At least the clouds gave way to the slight breeze, Allowing the rays to warm my face. Every cloudy day makes me appreciate the sun more, All thanks to the wind that shows me more light. I shall cherish what I have now more and do more stuff I enjoy while I have the chance to.

In life, there are times that I felt like a flatten balloon, no more air, no more gas to be bloated like before. Once, my friend told me that some people are merely exists in this world, they dun live. Some ppl lives and not only exists.  I think I'm the former. I merely exists ba I guess. I once exists for the sake of my parents, then I exists for the sake of completing my studies, then I exists for the sake of fulfilling my job, my obligations in life. 

Well.. till now I still feel the traumatizing experience with red and swollen eyes haha.. I'm so grateful that at least I can still see things. I want to always be able to see. I can't imagine life without sight as I think I'll probably be too scared ba. Maybe 'cos my imagination is lousy haha.. At least now I feel a bit more contented about my life.

Went dhoby ghaut to collect first aid cert which I've yet to collect till now, but didn't manage to reach there on time. Yesterday's ktv session ended too late le, so today cannot wake up haha. Almost all the shops are not opened yet. The only one opened is Times Bookstore haha.. Think I'm quite a failure in spring cleaning.. Only managed to clean my room's windows nia after 1 afternoon of struggling.. And the good thing is.. I finally got my guitar tuned today, thanks to my friend. But I've already forgotten how to play it le. Still thinking about what to make for chinese new year. Or maybe it's call what I can make.. 'cos my mama ban.. pineapple tarts..

Yesterday when bathing that time, my right eye felt a bit irritated and itchy so I go and rub it but then I think I really rubbed too much or so.. So much that it got red and swollen.. The main cause of my issue is with the shower foam going into my eyes I guess. And I almost couldn't see 'cos it's a bit too swollen liao. I was rather scared actually, hoping that everything will be fine when I wake up the next day. I was thinking to myself.. what if it didn't get better and I go blind how? Fortunately, it really due to too much rubbing of eyes. 'cos after I see the doctor, it was almost ok le.. Maybe even if i dun see it'll get well too ba.. but then maybe see doctor le. it'll be faster ba. At least it's well and good by afternoon. So glad that I still can see.. 'cos I prefer to see colours and light than to be in darkness forever. I wonder how the blinds get along with life. I shall not rub my eyes again for as long as I can restraint myself from i...

Woke up late 'cos I watch the "Ah Long Pte Ltd" DVD with my parents last night haha.. Slept at 2am lol. 'cos the show was long. Didn't managed to wake up early for gym 'cos too tired le. But still went for it after lunch. While walking towards from gym to citylink, as I passed by Esplanade, there's this path that has this videos playing de if not is those art decos la.. I was looking at it and walking at the same time and I actually walked into a PILLAR.. haiz.. heng i didn't walk too fast if not super pain liao. Then went to deliver some stuff and shun pian repair my specs 'cos I was too clumsy le. haha.. my specs got out of shape 'cos I knock into the cupboard door.. -.-" Hopeless sia. Later need to go and eat more peanuts else where.. haiz.. I just felt that Life's so fragile. I wonder how much more time do I have.. I'm not young le, but still doing silly stuff and was still clumsy and blur at times.

Well.. I actually spent most of the day looking for missing items... Didn't managed to find the intended stuff but managed to find a replacement. Looks a bit funny but nvm la.. after all it's better than nothing ba haha..

Haha.. Finally bought an electric mixer today... Should have a much easier time whisking stuff from now on yeah! :D But then 'cos too many things happened this few days.. so I didn't have time to bake anything. Haiz.. Maybe also 'cos I spend too much time choosing and buying stuff ba haha.. Somemore later need to go to eat peanuts.