I feel very blessed today for everything that happened. I came to realised that a lot of things in life is really to each his own. No one has the obligations to help anyone do anything at all.
Am starting to plan for my own future.. Like what I want to do, how I'm going to do it etc. I think, I'm really very busy lol... To certain extend, I'm quite neglecting my friends. But I guess, my friends haven't abandon me yet. And I came to realised that one of my friend really like to go shopping a lot. So much so that I really can't quite believe it lol.
This time round, I'll inform my loved ones aka family of my decision in whatever I wanted to do after it has been done and completed instead of the usual way. LOL.. I guess, maybe that's what I should do for whatever that I'll get from them when I inform them earlier. In order to achieve what I really want to do and execute my plan. That's the only way I guess. I got to be such that, there's really nothing that they can do about it. Otherwise, I won't have peace and I'll always end up doing things I regretted a lot, such as for the rest of my life.
I really have had enough regrets and I didn't want it to happen again or maybe it's call vicious cycle of certain things happening over and over again. And losing control of my life and faith, even dreams.. I just need to break that one cycle and it should be done soon.. I supposed.
Am starting to plan for my own future.. Like what I want to do, how I'm going to do it etc. I think, I'm really very busy lol... To certain extend, I'm quite neglecting my friends. But I guess, my friends haven't abandon me yet. And I came to realised that one of my friend really like to go shopping a lot. So much so that I really can't quite believe it lol.
This time round, I'll inform my loved ones aka family of my decision in whatever I wanted to do after it has been done and completed instead of the usual way. LOL.. I guess, maybe that's what I should do for whatever that I'll get from them when I inform them earlier. In order to achieve what I really want to do and execute my plan. That's the only way I guess. I got to be such that, there's really nothing that they can do about it. Otherwise, I won't have peace and I'll always end up doing things I regretted a lot, such as for the rest of my life.
I really have had enough regrets and I didn't want it to happen again or maybe it's call vicious cycle of certain things happening over and over again. And losing control of my life and faith, even dreams.. I just need to break that one cycle and it should be done soon.. I supposed.
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