For today maybe I didn't manifest enough 'cos in the end, I still woke up late and ended up at the place I'm supposed to be at about the same time as yesterday lol.. But today is worse 'cos I originally wanted to be there around 8.30 but ended up there at 10.30 haha.. Well, I simply cannot wake up. I think it must be due to my late night sleep the past few days I guess.

Went for the love and light festival today @ Suntec, experienced healing for the 1st time but didn't really feel much except that maybe there's something like the I'm hungry feeling again ba. The healer (my friend) says that it's ok not to feel anything 'cos it meant that I'm receptive to the energy given to me. Also experience pranic healing (if it's spelled the right way), can feel something like removal of excess thoughts and stuff ba. Quite magical haha.. Then there's the heart beat analyzer booth that shows us the light on how to calm our heart beat through breathing. And it's said that through more practice, we can always maintain our heart beat at level level of calmness and be healthier. After lunch, we went to revisit our favourite course at another place. Well, actually, I saw my user there but I think he couldn't recognize me or something ba. Since I couldn't get to talk to him any way so too bad loh. At that place, we saw this...

Somehow I don't feel that confident today. I think is the belt ba. Or maybe it's just be not used to it haha. Well yes, I reached home not too long ago. I'm tired.. Hopefully, I can still wake up tomorrow lol. Now it's time to sleep. When I wake up, I want a more confident, genuine me. I shall get back the control of my own life!!

Actually, I'm quite happy today 'cos my mum mentioned that the way I dress recently is nice. :D One of my colleagues asked if I have a fashion consultant on my dressing this week. Well in fact, the one that fashion consultant picked, I still didn't dare to wear to work yet. Maybe I'll wear it tomorrow but see how it goes ba. If I do dare to wear it lol. However, somehow I did managed to shock one of my neighboring colleague, 'cos she says "Wa" and she looked quite stunned when she saw me today. Haha. Maybe I looked too stunning le ba. :P I've noticed that after such a long time, I've finally started to walk like how I used to walk several years ago. My usual style ba, straight back and look in front, and most importantly not hunching my back anymore. I quite miss this type of feeling. Even though I don't look very feminine walking this way but at least I felt more confident ba. Anyway, I went to the discussion for my friend's magic tr...

There's only one thing that I really feel like commenting today. Even though I didn't bother to reply my weird collegue's comment earlier on but then. I seriously felt like telling him that I dun see any issue with the way I dress. What's wrong with dressing up to work? After all, whatever I dress has nothing to do with him and the intention was never for him to look at me. If he really can't stand seeing me around, so what? I DON'T care!! hahaha. The whole point is for as long as I feel like it and I like the way I looked. That's enough. :P

Actually, I wonder if it's really the way I dress or is it just that 'cos everyone else dress down that's why I seems to appear as if I'm going to attend some wedding dinner tonight. Well none of my friends I met tonight thought that I'm supposed to be at the wedding dinner. In fact, they didn't feel anything towards my dressing at all ba. Other than 1 comment that I look quite pale. Maybe I need more blusher ba haha.. The other one ask if it's another shirt that I kept so long and didn't dare to wear. haha.. Well, for the challenge of wearing things that are not what I've worn normally whenever I do see my friend I guess, I'm running out of clothes anyway. And it seems like I'm somehow scaring my current colleagues. Or maybe not ba.. Maybe is just I think too much haha.. Anyway, at most is they'll ask me there's something different about you. But they just can't really figure out what exactly was different. Actually other than ...