This is the one and only photo I got from the xin yao concert that I went to.. Managed to hear the vroom vroom sounds made by the F1 drivers on the way to the concert. :D

This Coming Week is a birthday week. So many ppl's birthday in this one week or I should say it's actually 3 consecutive days haha.. So I would like to wish all of them a Happy Birthday!

Sometimes I was thinking what is it next that I wanted in life? I do feel like changing line but not sure to what yet. When I said why not I go and join SIA and become air stewardess but then my colleagues said. It's really not for me 'cos my character is not so suitable for such a job. Later I might get con or something. Perhaps they are just worried ba. When I said that why not I open a shop to sell dessert, e.g. cheesecake, tiramisu etc? Then one of my colleagues told me.. good idea when ur dessert making skill is good enough to open one such that whenever ppl think of such dessert, they will think of you then I sell coffee, u sell dessert and we split the profit lol... Come to think of it. One of my best friends' dream is to open a cafe anyway and she said that she'll ask her hubby to invest in it haha.. all she needs to do is to make sure that it makes profit. When it's done, we are welcome to chip in a share. Another colleague says.. maybe we can try to train ...

Sometimes, I feel as if I were a pawn in the checker game. It's always the player controlling my movement in the game. I have no control in where I'm heading no matter how hard I try or how well I perform. It's up to the player and his opponent on whether I get to become the King or to be kicked out of the game. So I wondered... Will I ever have the chance to play a different type of game. One that I get to control where I'm heading and what to do? Like maybe badminton. Whether I lose the game or not doesn't matter. What it matters is the process of playing it and having control in what how I want to play the game.

Looks like 5th Oct East Coast is going to be filled with ppl from the SPCA Animal Day and Run for Hope. World Animal Day is here again! Keep the 5 October free because we want you to come to East Coast Park to join us. We have lined up loads of fun and activities in support of our animal friends. For more details, please hook on to http://www.spca.org.sg/whatsnew.html#WAD08

Life may be stressful and hard at times. Who doesn't experience difficult times in life? But it'll be over soon. I think it's time to get over the stressful days and be happier and calmer.. Be braver for a better tml. I believe that the miserable days will be over very soon. Since work can nv be finished, if it's not that urgent, go home. If work can be completed, Why are they hiring us for? the moment job ends, we lose our rice bowl haha. Trying not to stay too late whenever possible.

Haha.. after KPE 5KM walk and 1.5hrs of badminton, my legs are tired and aching today. Hope they recover soon. I think is mostly badminton ba. 'cos the last time I played, it ached for 1 week lol...

Yesterday me and my sec friends went Sakura @ somerset for dinner gathering. I think the food is same standard as the branch @ YCK stadium there one. But then dun have that nice baked prawns, haiz. The durian puff @ YCK there should be taste better and the YCK chocolates more variety. Also The ice cream @ somerset dun have chocolate / strawberry flavours. so weird. but the mango one also not ba la. haha. finally I enjoy eating dinner again. But think I eat a bit too much haha, to the extend that my friends a bit shocked by me lol. Overall yesterday's mood is a lot better than the previous 2 days ba.

Actually I think I feel a bit moody since yesterday. Yesterday, I ran with 2 other colleagues since my planned kakkis decided to put be plane. 'cos one was depressed and decided to hide at home. the other busy with her house. So in the end, dunno why i dun feel hungry at all. I didn't eat dinner. Everyday, the conversation with everyone is either about work, themselves or other ppl. Somehow I felt a bit unbalanced that dunno one it seems like no one have time to talk to me about anything else. I wonder why has it become like that. Is it just me? Today I still dun feel like eating dinner again, haiz. But in the end I ate my bro's army's leftover chicken nuggets. Lunch is ok one leh. I enjoy eating the food and I feel happy.

Hmm it has been raining for a very long time.. If i'm not wrong.. it almost rain everyday for like about 2 weeks or so. At least since last last sat.. It was like the sky was pouring tons and tons of water since after lunch. Such that I don't get to run again.. Yesterday I planned to go and run, But it rains. Today I planned to go and run, But it rains again.. Today more 夸张 loh.. I flooded area at YCK road that reminds me of the rapids along AMK Ave 3 at my old house there.. The rapids form from the stairs along the slope whenever it rains.. And I just heard that CTE was flooded to the extend that only 1 lane can be used.. OMG!!! I do hope that the Sky will use up the cloud stock soon.. so that I can go and run.. Dun everyday rain.. very sian one.

Haha.. Was running pretty slowly or walking too much I guess.. Really need to train harder. I wonder when can I ever complete the 10km run in around 1 hr. My Timing My Photo The Bridge Me and my Kakis Going back..

Today my friend told me.. As long as I believe in what I'm doing and I enjoy and truely wants to do it. Things will happen. For example, I said maybe I want to open a cafe selling cakes in future.. So If I believe in it enough, I can open one. Not by my own strength but with the help of ppl around me.. When I go for baking course, maybe I can't bake a good cake but maybe my course mate can. Maybe I will be able to find ppl that brew good coffee. Find someone that does interior design, find someone that sells furniture, find someone that is good in cafe music, etc. The network of friends may grow by an unexpected coincidence that everything becomes the by product of attaining what I want. Maybe when that day comes I really can open a cake to sell things I enjoy eating. :) hmm it sounds good. Haha.. But the end product as what my friend told me is about $$ to earn enough for a living and enjoy living life as it is.